Don't ever fucking speak my name again
Don't try to change me
I wont listen
As the friendship breaks
the sense of love and trust are gone
it cannot be hid, it cannot be faked
As I traveled through my years I found
happiness tears, anger and fears
I found myself trapped in the walls
Trapped in the walls of my own, fucking head
It's begging me to set it free
I tried to make amends
But you would not take my apologies seriously
You think it doesn't hurt
when you ignore someone's attempts at redemption
little did you know, it's turning them inside out
If you'd only see, if you'd only see.
If you'd only see, the change I bought upon myself.
This is not for you, this is for my own clarity
to clear the smoke from my, from my clouded mind
But I know you don't see it this way,
I know you don't perceive it the same way.
This is not for you, this is for my own clarity
to clear the smoke from my, from my clouded mind
My clouded mind
But open your eyes and you might finally find a clearer, more real me
The only way i can prove my self to you is by being me
and creating my own success
In my own mind, I am the creator
credits
from Clouded Minds,
released March 6, 2015
Vocals by Alex Jay
Recording, mixing and mastering by John Bullen
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